Karena semakin lama semakin terasa bahwa semua ini bukan hanya tentang kamu dan aku --apalagi kita.
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Kamu pelangi.
Thats all I can say, and I really meant it. Kamu pelangiku. Kamu orang yang pertama kucari setelah hujan. Kamu muncul bersama secercah mentari setelah badai menyerang.
Kamu senja.
Cahayamu menenangkan. Kamu pertanda malam yang tenang datang. --dan aku, tidak akan bisa tidur sebelum senja.
You made my bad dreams go away, and I think thats why I can surely said that I love you. I fucking loved you that it hurts. It hurts really bad. Because when you love someone, you just can't see everything in a right light.
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My doctor said, if i want to get better quickly, I must solve my main problem. And guess what -- she thinks that, my main problem is, you. Not that fuckin unfortunate incident that left me crying in the corner of my bed for fucking weeks. Not that fucking unfortunate incident that made you drift away.
But you --the one who left me when I thought I needed you the most. The one who left me when you yourself said that you wont leave me whatever happens. The one who left me crying and rotting away because --well, just because you can.
You once apologized, and you promised (again) that you wont leave and I was important to you. But it was just for a few months and then you say it was a lie. It was a fucking lie.
And i was left wondering why did I even believe you again --after all you did to me.
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I... just cant let you go away. I don't even care if you're the one whose making me cry everynight, or the one who doesn't respect me at all. I just want that temporary calm feeling when you're around. I don't even care if you feel like youre forced to do that.
--So, is it the right thing to do?
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